I died last night

I woke up with a start at precisely 4:46am this morning. I forgot my dream the moment I woke up, then I remembered dying in it. I got up, pee-ed and went back to sleep.

I often don't remember my dreams and when I do I only remember them in figments. But this dream, I haven't managed to get my mind of it the whole day. So I dreammood.com-ed it. And I found this:

Death
To dream of your own death, indicates a transitional phase in your life. You are becoming more enlightened or spiritual. Alternatively, you are trying desperately to escape the demands of your daily life.

By means of trial and error I decided it has to be the first thing, cause there's nothing in my life that I'm running from - I've been daaaaaamn slack the past two days. (: Dreams are interesting.

I <3 the holidays

This week has been a barrel of fun.

First was poker night with charbee & co on monday.
(although we did play more heart attack then poker - it was still damn fun)

My dear secret santa - Koh Weiming - got me a pretty white handbag, just like I wanted. And above all that, he borrowed the trilogy for me (: so sweet lah. Heartxzxzx. And I'm glad that he liked his tee shirt.

On Thursday night it was potluck x'mas gathering night at Clara's place. That was fun too. Her dad made this awesome oriental turkey dish. Wahhhh, the turkey was succulent and sweet and so damn bloody good. (: We also played twister till all my limbs hurt like shite.

Tiffany was my secret santa at this one and she got me a pretty pretty notebook.

Next up was saturday night with ju and moo. We went for Indie night at Home club. That went really well. I love dancing to indie, you can really let loose and invent your own steps, no one really cares. Took many many crazy clubbing peektures. <3

Finally, to wrap it all up, I went with my aunties for a christmas bash at one of their friend's places last night. And because there were so many people and everyone got kind of bored at around 10pm (adults don't play games like we do) they decided to check out St. James Power Station. So I was like, what the hell, everything's free anyway (cause my aunties were around) how bad can it get right. And I'm glad I went. It was great (: nothing ventured, nothing gained right?

For those of you mountain turtles who haven't heard of St. James, its this new place just behind Vivo City. Its like twice the size of MOS and has like 10 rooms or something. But only 4 have opened so far - they're opening them one by one. Oh and they have a nice website - http://www.stjamespowerstation.com/

We stayed in Movida for most of the night, its the world music room. They had this fantasteeeeeeek live Cuban/Brazilian band, who had a hot keyboardist (: and a very very sexy female singer who can dance exactly like Shakira. Damn entertaining. And in between their sets, they had great music to dance to. Wah, I feel like an energizer bunny, clubbed two nights in a row and I'm not even really tired.

This has been a great week. I'm so full of lurve. <3 <3 I'll be going to KL this Thursday. So eggciting. (: It feels so good to surround yourself with people that you love and just enjoy yourself - I actually think that it's the best feeling in the world. MERRY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL.

nothingness

Nothing makes sense anymore. I'm so jaded by everything and I don't feel anything. I need to feel something. Make me feel something won't you? I hate this feeling and the worst part is that I don't know how I got here or how to get out of it.

wishlist

Dear Secret Santa,

cheeeebai, don't so impatient la. Nnngh people damn busy right.

But I still lubch u cause u are in charbee & co (: I just had to make abit of noise.

Wishlist

Books:

• "How to walk in high heels" By Camilla Morton
• "Fragile things" By Neil Gaiman
• "Singapore Girl" By James Eckart

Other things:

• New Snuggie - I want a hoodie, Baggy please so an L or an XL. Something plain and comfy, preferably in black.
• A white bag - Something that's leathery, no cloth please. Fairly large, can fit A4 file and stuff.
  
• A pretty calendar for next year - I don't have one yet. Those kind you hang on the wall k.
  

That's it. If one present is too cheap you ARE GIVEN PERMISSION to buy me two (: (:

So Eggciting. Love love.