I still love these things

1. My ex is still...
on my msn list.

2. I am listening to...
Kasabian's new album.

3. Maybe I should...
help my grandma make deepavali cookies.

4. I love...
my deepavali outfit.

5. My best friend...
I don't really have one, I've been blessed with a few :)

6. I don't understand...
what's wrong with having (a little) more flesh then other girls.

7. I lost...
myself along the way, but I think I'm slowly finding myself again.

8. People say...
that looks aren't important, but of course they are.

9. The meaning of my screen name is...
that when I was creating tearingmascara (it started off with this blog) I had a fight with my ex and my mascara was runny.

10. Love is...
something that I want to feel as intensely as I did before again.

11. Somewhere, someone is...
complaining about the smelly haze.

12. I will always...
be a little bitch, I can't help it.

13. Forever seems...
so far away. I'd like to think that some things will last for my forever - cause that's all that'll matter to me.

14. I never ever want to...
be so caught up with things that I forget who I am again.

15. My cell phone is...
gorgeous and big.

16. When I woke up this morning...
I felt so satisfied - cause I slept like a pig.

17. I get annoyed...
when people start talking rubbish.

18. Parties are...
boring, mostly.

19. My pet(s) are...
non existent.

20. Kisses are the best when...
they're with someone you love.

21. Today I...
am going for a haircut.

22. Tomorrow I will...
start school. :(

23. I really want...
to get into NUS next year.

7 random things about myself:
1. i love cereal and milk. With sliced bananas and raisins.
2. i like having little bags, like one for my mp3 player, one for my makeup, one for my pads - all in my big bag.
3. i love notebooks.
4. i like to clean - there's something satisfying about having a clean drawer/cupboard/room at the end.
5. i'm always shaking my ass to the music.
6. i have a love hate relationship with my contact lens.
7. i hate being vulnerable and I avoid it at all costs.

7 things that scare me:
1. cockroaches
2. big fat ugly flying insects
3. being so fat that I'll need to buy two seats in a plane
4. being teased till I cry - eh its happened before ok, a long long time ago
5. noises in the dark
6. my anger - I'm not an angry person but when I do get angry, I scare myself
7. how I'm so stubborn about being strong, I'm always taking care of people, but I don't let many take care of me.

7 random songs at the moment:
1. Post Blue - Placebo
2. Promises - Cranberries
3. Cats in the Cradle - Guns n Roses
4. Your kisses are wasted on me - The Pipettes
5. Kiss you off - Scissor Sisters
6. Ooh la - The Kooks
7. Apnoea - Kasabian

7 things I like most:
1. dancing
2. cats
3. tarot
4. laughing
5. shopping
6. music
7. being my own person