I need you so much closer

[Golden Dawn - Art in Manila]

Have u ever seen the world in grey? Like there is no longer any colour to it, the monotony of everyday gets to you and suddenly, there is only one shade left. Not even shades of grey, just one solid, boring, mellow colour - grey.

I was chatting with an old friend the other day, and its amazing how after all these years, we still can connect on such a level. We're so alike in so many ways, it just got me thinking about how we deal with things so similarly too.

We bottle, we don't let anyone see what's going on inside. Then one day a bottle breaks and suddenly perceptions change, people start thinking differently, but I don't really want that. I'm safe and secure with my bottles. My friend just got a few bottles broken, I hope no one comes along and touches mine.

Now I'm beginning to wonder if anyone really understands what I'm typing.

On another depressing note, MY FREAKING HANDPHONE CANNOT STORE MUSSSSSSEEEEEEK. :( So, I'm left with a freaking DISCMAN. Can you believe that. With all the technology going on in the world today, I (a child of the 80's and a supposed technosexual) am carrying around a DISCMAN which I got when I was like 12 or smthg. It's actually got a surprising-ly good sound, and I'm making my own CD's to carry around so it's not too bad. But it's just so depressing.

Mellow Wednesday:
Don't take your love away - Vast
Headlights - Dispatch
Insomnia - Electric President
Losing My Religion - R.E.M
May Angels Lead You In - Jimmy Eat World
Pink Bullets - The Shins
We Might Fall - Ryan Star
Candleburn - Dishwalla
Mad World - Gary Jules
See A Better Day - Graham Coxon (I'm gg to play this song at my wedding)
Brighter then Sunshine - Aqualung
Tiny Vessels - Deathcab
Transatlanticism - Deathcab
Golden Dawn - Art In Manila
Shine On - Jet
Maybe Tomorrow - Stereophonics
Your Ex-lover is dead - Stars

I can't wait for FRIIIIIIIDAY (:

The call beckons and I find no way to avoid it,
So I answer.

Jules: Yeah she inherited those from her mom, lucky girl ay.
Jocelyn: Yes, it was me! I was there.