I have learnt certain things along the way.
Like family sometimes is not the one you are born into but the ones you meet along the way and you feel as though you belong with them. Like nothing should ever tear you apart because that would be devastating.
Or chocolate and green tea are two of the best things in the world. Or that watching Sex and the City is one of the best things that I have done in my life because I've learnt something about everything from that series - so educational.
Another thing that I've come to realise is that I do not look old for my age. I am just too calm, collected and well behaved for it. People have this general perception that all 20 year olds have their heads in the clouds, they don't dress very well because all they wear are jeans that are too tight and too low and they do not know how to behave in a civilised manner.
I personally can understand this perception because I often find myself giving slightly younger people/ people my age that glare - the one that would kill people if looks could kill, because they can be so freaking annoying.
So no longer will I be insulted by the fact that NO ONE ever guesses that I am 20. I shall take it as a compliment. Because in society (no matter how much women deny it) being older often has its benefits and I should really stop worrying about looking younger. I think I look fine just the way I am, thank you.
How totally random this post is. But seriously, as Kelso in That 70's show always says, Life is a beauty contest. And though looks alone will not get you through life, having some never works against you. And I cannot stand people who go around acting as if that's a lie! Go on, give yourself that makeover, chop your hair, wax your legs, be confident, stand up straight and make yourself feel good.
Confidence is not the only thing that's important, you have to dress the part as well. Don't talk to me if you are not worthy of my intellect and maturity. I'm just beginning to understand the reason alot of people find me intimidating and it might not be such a bad thing. If you are too scared to talk to me, you're probably not worth my time or effort anyway. Go find some dumb kid who will fall for you because I probably won't.
SPEAKING OF LOOKING GOOD, I HAVE A SHOPPING LIST!
1) More day dresses! Out of the 6 dresses that I bought in BKK (which are all fab by the way) only 2 can be seen in the light of day, the others are way too dressy. So 1 or 2 dresses would be nice (: Oh, bright colours for the dresses!
2) A pretty pretty hat, in black and white, or some cute colour.
3) Oxfords! The heeled ones are so freaking pretty but I know that I will not wear them because at the end of the day I am a creature of comfort. But here's a picture just for you to admire its beauty.
4) A gold ring. Big and pretty please.
5) A patent bag. Either in Black/Grey or an interesting colour - like this Prada one.
Gorgeous and fabulous.I love fashion. I think its become a hobby!
Ade: SURE! Are you sure you're well enough though? We can go next week, update me alright.
Jules: Fuck to you. You have gigs to watch, all we have is Home to keep our sanity in this insanely mainstream music world.
OH MAVIS IS COMING HOME IN 6 DAYS! And HAPPY NATIONAL DAY (:
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