when nothing is beautiful anymore

What happens,
when you get bored?
Of all the things that used
to make you happy and smile?
Little things like sleeping in, silly boys
and big things like family and the idea of love.
What can you do to rekindle that flame
of passion you once felt for things -
for life itself, when living was
not such a burden.
It was a joy.

I was happy once.
Once seems like a long time ago.
These days being content is an achievement.